I am making myself miserable by being unable to live up to unrealistic expectations I have of myself. There is nothing wrong with work but what's in my head. I have run out of whatever nervous energy (adrenaline?) that has been keeping me going for the last four weeks. Today was ok, swimming is always good, my noisy disruptive kid was sick and my hitter didn't come in til lunch, then went on a PD thing to a special school down down the highway, the rooms we saw were really cool and mine feels so empty and disorganised. I keep feeling like I need to do more. How do I make limits for myself?